[Janel Maples]

Thank you Marvin,

Yes, this first paying portrait for me was a big step. Not because I got it, but because I accepted it. As you know, I turned down a family of five (and two dogs) not too long ago because I did not feel I was ready to do as good of a job as I would have wanted to do for them. I knew I could do an OK job, but I want to do better than OK.

I wish I could express in words how my progress has made me feel. I love knowledge. There is so much more that I understand today than when I first posted here. And what an exciting journey I am on, there is so much more to learn and understand in the years to come. I have come to the realization that as long as I am able to take a breath and can still hold a paint brush, I will NEVER again be bored. What a great feeling that is. Yes, better than a roller coaster.

I am not capable of not letting people know how much I love what I am doing. You met me, this stuff excites me. It is not something I can contain. Also, I am not doing this so I can get paid, I am doing this because it is in me to do.

You have helped me a great deal; this is not a secret nor will I ever forget it.