Dear Margaret,
I wish a quick recovery for your husband as well. I would also suggest taking a sketch pad with you when you sit next to his bed or watch him do his therapy. Doodle around and before you know it you might draw him.
I don't want to sound insensitive, but rather then worry yourself with what just happened and wondering how to get through it all, use the sketching time to loose yourself in the act of creation. It will give your mind a chance to just clear itself. A clear mind will help you to make better decisions when you are under stress.
Best of luck to you.
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